mum,life is so hard,it seems as if nothings going rite 4 me,i miss u so much,i cry myself to sleep every nite,i wish u were here to help me,i love you so very much.i hope youre having a fab time with all them angels,plz tell god i said hi,n ask him if he cud kindly send me a miracle,haha,loads and loads of love anita.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx